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[Wed, October 3rd, 2007 @ 8:23pm] |
so i havent updated this in the longest of fucking times but here it is.
i moved out i live on my own its a blower but i have someone important in my life and god damn it shes always there for me and i cant thank her enough for it. still straight edge. still the same person.
erika i love you, i love you i love you i love you, no matter fucking what fuck other people's opions and shit your mine and always gonna be.
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[Sun, February 11th, 2007 @ 11:18pm] |
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these are the days, we wont forget.
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[Thu, December 7th, 2006 @ 10:45pm] |
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i found out the good book was wrong
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[Tue, August 29th, 2006 @ 2:27pm] |
okay fuck that label idea i book bands now
AS BLOOD RUNS BLACK, FOR THE FALLEN DREAMS, & ENDWELL
i just kinda booked them im working on the specific details tomorow.
its gonna be october 13th or 14th
if you live in va you should go
oh its at jaxx
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[Sat, August 26th, 2006 @ 3:46pm] |
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i am happy, but knowing my luck something bad is gonna happen.
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[Mon, August 7th, 2006 @ 4:22am] |
ozzfest fucking sucked.
btbam is gonna break up soon.
bmh has new members
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[Sat, August 5th, 2006 @ 2:23pm] |
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i didnt meant to do it. she used me for it. this isnt right and i blame myself for it .
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[Wed, August 2nd, 2006 @ 1:22pm] |
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101 Rules Of Being Hardcore
101 rules of being truly "hardcore". don't forget it.
1) Be tough at all times. 2) Never cheer after a show, only clap. 3) Be open minded in a "punch people" kind of way 4) Only the good hardcore bands have names that are sentences with bad grammar. Boy Hits Car, Boy Sets Fire, Skycamefalling, Boy Sets Car-fire. 5) Ankles are tough so bring your socks down into your shoes so we can see them. 6) Tattoos are tough especially when they are on your calves. See Rule 5 on how to see said tattoo more clearly. 7) Wear your hoody in the mosh pit because sweating like a wild pig makes you look tough. 8) Don't admit you listen to heavy metal. 9) (Exception to rule 8) Only admit you listen to heavy metal if you think it is ironic and you wear 80's cheese metal shirts. 10) Be a non-conformist, just like all your friends. 11) Practice hardcore dancing in front of your mirror and then try them out the next time Atreyu comes to town. 12) A hardcore band is only original if you call it something-core. Example Screamcore, emocore, Screamocore, mathcore, or Medio-core. 13) Remember, it's fun to punch and kick kung fu style. 14) Keep it in the do-jo. 15) Real hardcore fans are called kids. 16) Complain how hardcore bands are playing with metal bands at all costs! 17) Have your own zine, website, production company or be in a band. Claim you are friends with the singer from Shai Hulud. 18) Tell people you work in the music industry. 19) More Ankles people! 20) Embrace everybody in the scene except for those people who are not you. 21) Refer to bands as old school or new school then act tough again. 22) Pretend that you get Dillinger Escape Plan. 23) Shop at second hand stores and then go buy expensive shoes. 24) Beat people up and then go to bible study class. 25) Smoking and drinking and having sex before marriage is too trendy. Real hardcore tough guys abstain. 26) Whatever you do, don't let the singer on stage ever sing in the mic. Make sure you grab it from him and sing in it yourself, after all, you do a better job singing then him. It's a wonder they didn't put you on the album. 27) Start your own hardcore band. 28) Have your logo resemble some random 80's product for nostalgia. 29) Talk about the scene any chance you get. Say as many obscure hardcore bands from NJ as possible. 30) If you are shy start an emo band so you don't have to look at the audience. 31) People who know more bands than you are better than you. 32) Add the Letter X before and after important words. XhardcorekidX Xmosh****X 33) Never say "Did you hear the new Strung Out?" Unless you are attempting to be funny in which case stop it because hardcore kids are tough not funny. 34) It's merch not Merchandise. 35) Hardcore girls must wear head bands at all times. 36) Stretch your ears out to look more intimidating. 37) The bigger you stretch your ears out the more hardcore you are. 38) Your ear should be stretched out enough to accommodate a block of wood, a hubcap or a penis. 39) People in the front row are best used as a ladder/staircase to reach your goal... steal the mic away from the singer. 40) When people ask you if you like a band always say "I only like the old stuff" or "I haven't really gotten into the new stuff." 41) Buy all of that bands merch. 42) Wear your new merch at the next hardcore show. 43) Repeat steps 41 and 42 44) If you have to wear glasses make sure they are thick, black framed ones. 45.) Don't tell anybody but make sure you try on your new vintage clothes and stud belt before heading out to see Poison the well. 46) Never admit you don't like Hatebreed and go see them live 12 times a year. 47) Complain that they are playing with Slayer but don't admit you actually like Slayer. 48) Complain at all costs. 49) Tag team hardcore dancing is cool 50) Real hardcore kids are really struggling photographers. 51) You don't go to hardcore concerts, you go to hardcore shows. BIG difference. 52) Name your hardcore dance moves things like "The mother ****" or "kick that guys ass move" or better yet... stay home and cry. 53) Protect your body from swinging limbs by sacrificing your two arms. 54) Scream about love. 55) All age venues are important so you are not tempted to drink. 56) Claim you know a guy who knows a guy whose best friend was standing next to the guy who got his ass kicked during Converge. Bash the hardcore scene and then go see The Get Up Kids. 57) Anytime somebody mentions a band always say you know somebody in the band. 58) Wear your pins with honour! Shai Hulud, American Nightmare, Minor Threat and the purple heart of valour. 59) Velcro shoes are cool. 60) Don't admit that you have a crush on the singer from Walls of Jericho. If somebody asks, say you respect her as a musician only. 61) Your band name should contain one of the following words: Blood, Murder, Kill, Victim and butterfly. 62) Print your band name as if it was on a bad printing press. Actual graphics are for posers. 63) Sleep on a portrait painted prettier then everyone. 64) 100 bands from around the world to play in your city. All of them are the world's best hardcore bands. Every label represented, every hardcore genre present. The venue is the best all-ages venue in the world. Tickets are $1.00. It is your job to go around saying the festival should be free. 65) Record producers must make sure to pump the mid because mid is tough. 66) Re-issue your demos after every album. 67) When the band starts playing everybody join hands and make a big circle so we can watch the big kids play. 68) Crying on stage makes you a professional. 69) Complain some more. 70) Album covers must be made at home on Photoshop by your good friend. 71) If you are from New York NEVER smile in a promo pic. In fact always try to cross your arms and look into the camera as if you are going to beat up whom ever is looking. 72) If you are from New Jersey NEVER smile in a promo pic either. In fact try to look like you just lost your girl friend to the hardcore band from New York. 73) Never admit that Emo is Country music lyrics mixed with pop rock riffs and marketed by 17 year olds trying to make their friend be the next Dashboard Confessional. 74) American Idol is your worst enemy. (But you voted for Ruben) 75) You can get away with glitter on your face as long as your stretched ear plugs are clear. 76) **** beer, Got breast milk? 77) Bandanas are cool. 78) Bandanas with big X on them are cooler. 79) Bandanas with big X on them were cool last week you poser. 80) Your best friend is a guy named XattackX from Jersey who you chat with on MSN everyday. He is coming to see you one day. Really. 81) Chunky breakdowns in your songs are original and you should continue to do them despite every other band doing them which is clearly a rip off of your band. 82) Judge other bands and always compare them to the socio-cultural effects of the band Integrity. 83) Look up Socio-cultural in the dictionary and then get offended. 84) Green Day is the real reason you are still alive. 85) Describe your group of friends as "the scene" and then watch bootlegs of last weeks 86) Obey the laws of the hardcore scene or forever be banished from the circle. 87) When somebody asks you what is hardcore respond with "I am hardcore" then punch somebody in the face for looking at you wrong. 88) Keep punching 89) Kick a little too 90) Punch 91) Add a threat about their mother for good measure. 92) Pretend you are won the fight then pickup your dismembered left arm. 93) You are wearing the same thing as the 40-year old gas pump attendant but for some strange mystical reason you are cooler than he is. 94) Tell everybody that Trustkill Records are too trendy. 95) Did you stop acting tough? I saw you hug that teddy bear. 96) Pierce you tits and tattoo your body. 97) Straight bangs means straight-edge 98) Being vegan means you can't swallow sperm. 99) When in doubt Mock everything 100) Take everything personally. 101) Start a "gang" 102) Assume this list is about you
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[Tue, August 1st, 2006 @ 1:51am] |
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sit back and watch as the sky falls down
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[Mon, July 24th, 2006 @ 1:02am] |
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i wana say something to her, but fuck me im so fucking stupid and not good with this shit. sometimes i think i should not even think about this stuff at all. and fuck. i know for a fact i have no chance with her so why fucking bother. god dam im stupid
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[Tue, July 11th, 2006 @ 3:02pm] |
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We are all doomed to something final such as in this world and possibly eyernal death in the next life. Some can rebel and not belive in anything, while others can choose to live in ignorance and deny the cosmic pull on their daily lives, pulling them into something deeper beyond the tangible realm. Or some can choose to confront the jittery revelations told by the prophets and messiah and devote their lives occupying pews and confessionals. - From A Second Story Window
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[Thu, July 6th, 2006 @ 1:48pm] |
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whats new. nothing is
my life is the same. i work.sleep. and go to shows. i enjoy it alot. theres nothing much more to say but some girls cant get their heads straight. and those girls need to make up their fucking mind or leave me alone.
xxx till death
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[Fri, June 16th, 2006 @ 3:55pm] |
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MY SISTER IS NO LONGER BLOOD TO ME, SHES A FUCKING BITCH. I DONT NEED HER AND NOR SHOULD ANYONE ELSE IN THIS WORLD SHES ONLY A FUCKING PROBLEM AND I HOPE TO GOD SHE GETS LOCKED UP OR WORSE.
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[Wed, June 14th, 2006 @ 3:34am] |
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will i ever find my place in life
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[Sat, June 10th, 2006 @ 7:32pm] |
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ohhh man the show of the summer was fucking amazing jfac,black my heart,haste the day,dillinger escape plan,CAROL, two of you in red so many more there were like 30 bands i think 3 stages first few bands sucked then it got better
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[Wed, June 7th, 2006 @ 3:41am] |
1. My name:
2. Where/When did we meet?:
3. Take a stab at my middle name.:
4. How long have you known me?:
5. How well do you know me?:
6. Would we be classified friends or acquientances?:
7. Do I believe in God?:
8. When you first saw/met me what was your impression?:
9. My age?:
10. Birthday?:
11. Color hair?:
12. Color eyes?:
13. Am I tall or short or average?
14. Do I have any siblings?:
15. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
16. Will you give me a million dollars?:
17. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
18. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
19. What's your funniest memory of me?:
20. What's my favorite type of music?:
21. What is the best feature about me?:
22. What is my worst feature?:
23. Do you look up or down on me...as a person?:
24. Do you think I have morals and values?:
25. Am I a leader or a follower?:
26. Am I shy or outgoing?:
27. Can you picture me dancin'?:
28. Can you picture me rollin'?:
29. Would you say I am funny?:
30. Am I a rebel or do I follow all the rules?:
31. Any special talents?:
32. What's my best accomplishment?:
33. Would you consider me a friend?:
34. Would you call me preppy, sexy, a raver, a homie, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, jappy, sk8er or something else?:
35. Have you ever seen me cry and vice versa?:
36. If there were one good nickname for me what would it be?:
37. What is your favorite thing to do with me?:
38. Do I drink?:
39. Do I do drugs?:
40. Have I ever been there for you?:
41. Am I fun to be with?:
42. Am I smart?:
43. Am I conservative or unconservative?:
44. Do you love me?:
45. Would ya ever go out with me?:
46. Would you ever make out with me?
47. Would I make a good b/f or g/f?:
48. Name one way that I have changed your life or made an impact in it:
49. What is something about me I don't know?:
50. What is something about me that few other people know?:
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[Thu, May 25th, 2006 @ 1:17pm] |
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so heres some information about me if you dont know already im straight edge proud of it too been over 2 months 3 i think but i like it its better im sober realizing alot i also found god im not like those crazy religious people that take it to another level i just found something to belive in i dont go to church or anything but ive read the bible, the Quran front to back both of them im not muslim//christian i just belive in a god and i belive the way to him is to choose your own destiny not trough church not trough worship but within yourself.
also i dont do stupid shit no more i havent gotten into a fight in 2 months i keep everything to myself i hang out with my boys jassim yusaf also cousins and keith its like old times
right now im just trying to get my life togethor im working alot saving money and shit.
later.
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[Wed, May 17th, 2006 @ 11:46am] |
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[Fri, May 5th, 2006 @ 6:00pm] |
so i honestly think this is a fucking conspiracy
how is it that my fucking x girfriend is now friends with my x x girlfriend
what the fuck is this shit
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[Wed, April 19th, 2006 @ 11:25am] |
This is What REALLY happend on april 20th
Apr 20 1889
In Braunau, Austria, Klara Hitler gives birth to a bouncing baby boy named Adolf.
Apr 20 1979
President Jimmy Carter is attacked by a Killer Swamp Rabbit, while on vacation in Plains GA. The rabbit swam menacingly towards him, and he had to repel the ferocious creature with a paddle. There were no injuries. Press Secretary Jody Powell leaked the story to the press, and the White House had a lot of explaining to do.
Apr 20 1992
Alone in his apartment watching TV, British comedic legend Benny Hill suffers a fatal heart attack. His body goes undiscovered for four days.
Apr 20 1999
After their homemade timebombs fail to detonate in the school cafeteria, the heavily-armed duo of Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold decide to prowl through Columbine High School, indiscriminately gunning down classmates. A total of 15 are killed in their shooting spree. Contrary to news reports, their selection of victims is apparently random; they aren't hunting for jocks or blacks. Nor do they execute that Christian girl -- Valeen Schnurr in fact manages to crawl away and live to tell her story. They are not goths, they aren't gay, nor were they ever members of that dorky clique calling themselves the "Trenchcoat Mafia." They don't even listen to Marilyn Manson. Harris and Klebold are just a couple of extremely pissed-off kids with an arsenal.
see, so stop saying today is bob marley's birthday or his death he was born on febuary 6th not april 20th and he died on may 11th
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